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Long time no update lol. I seem to not know what to write about...uhm. Im here with nothing to do but this until 12:30 because my teacher cancelled class right when i got here and i wish iknew ahead of time. I called the hotline this morning a billion times hoping to stay home alittle longer until i had to work. Anyways, I have a speech class that im incredibly uncomfortable with, i remember all the bad experiences i had in high school and middle school ugh. Not cool. Im really not enjoying any of my classes this semester, im sorta making some friends but the people in most of my classes just don't seem friendly it blows. Im much much better at driving than i ever have been and finally enjoying it and not being terribly afraid of it. I cannot wait to get a car now and i really want an acura integra or subaru but the acuras have more insurance or whatever but i don't care im gonna try to get my parents to let me get the car i want. My dad says we won't look for a car until he thinks im ready for one. I want one NOW! grr. The snow has been pissing me off too...the storm just has to come on friday when i have no work or school...ugh i want it when i have class and work. duh!. I already got Michael something for Valentines day lol. Hes gonna love it though im excited. Im getting tired of living at home i wish i was out already and living with michael. Plus driving will be nice too so i don;t have to bug my parents for rides everywhere...
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I just really don't know anymore..... :/
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Wow, been completly ignore this for quite awhile. I find that i just forget about it most of the time. So, I figure everythings in order in my life right now, except driving of which i should be really be done and already have a license by now ( I know) but i want to and then i just really am too afraid still and i will no doubt get completly frustrated with myself. My grades were really good for this past semester but im just really upset over my Math...I just really really really suck at math no matter what and it gets me to the point of crying when i just can't do it. Anyways, I know some of my friends have work and stuff to do but it seems like some are ignoreing me on getting together sometime or not telling me about when ppl are meeting up somewhere. Im not trying to be mean, its just i feel really left out and missing everyone a lot and just wanting to hang out with my girls that always make me laugh. Idk...
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200. my name is: Laura
199. I was born on: Sept. 14, 1987
198. I am a: female!
197. My eye color is: Green
195. My shoe size is: 8ish?
194. My ring size is: I believe 7 or 8.
193. My favorite color is: Navy Blue.
192. My height is: 5'4"
191. I'm allergic to: Mold, pollen, and dust.
190. I live in: my home... *sigh* -_-'
189. Last book I read: Joy Luck Club.
188. My bed time is: whenever i feel like it.
187. First Screen name?: KittyMarie14
186. Current Screen name?: Sullys Girl 6 25
179. My favorite Holiday is: My Birthday, Michaels Birthday and Christmas.
178. The perfect kiss is: everytime theres a romantic moment or you know, it doesn't even have to be romantic just being kissed by the love of your life is always perfect <3
177. The last three cd's I have listened to: I haven't listened to a cd in quite awhile.
176. Last song that made me cry was?: Shes everything to me- Brad Paisley.
172. My most treasured possession(s) are: hm. pictures mostly, and my Vermont Teddy Bear.
170. What did you do last night: went to the mall with michael and saw Casino Royale for the second time hehe in Director's Hall. woot!
167. My skin's reaction to the sun is (tan/burn): Really bad sunburn that turns into a hurtful, painful, situation with peeling skin. fun fun.
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143. Santa: I did until maybe 3rd grade...haha.
142. Love at First Sight: ABSOLUTLY.YES. <3
141. Luck: Yes.
140. Fate: I guess.
139. God: Umm...maybe.
138. Aliens: Life on other planet, yes.
137. Heaven: Yes.
136. Hell: No.
135. Ghosts: Yes.
134. Horoscopes: meh...
133. Soul mates: Yes. absolutly again.
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129. Hugs or Kisses: Both.
128. Drunk or High: Well I've never been any but im sure to prolly soon.
127. Phone or online: In person :].
126. Red heads or Brown hair: Brunette damnit.
125. Blondes or Brunette: Brunette. :)
124. Lamb and tuna or peanut butter and jelly: ok just ew... pb& j obviously.
123. Pool or darts: Haha BOTH!
122: Sci-fi or horror: mmm Borh.
121: Boys or girls: Oooh baby, boys ;).
120. Night or Day: Night!
119. Oranges or Apples: O both.
118. Curly or Straight hair: depends.
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117. Scary: Blood, Gore.
115. Backstabber: some ppl I know.
116: Parents: Fuck that.
110. School: *snore*
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103. Missed someone: Every second.<3
102. Hugged someone: Michael.
101. Seen someone you haven't seen in a while: *sigh* missing everyone from school, Emily G. Jackie, Mellie, Lauren, Ryan, Kevin, Billy, Brian, Aimee, Jess, Vivi, i could go on forever...
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90. Who's the ditziest person you know?: I don't think anyone i know is ditsy...
89. Who makes you laugh the most: Anyone and everyone. I never stop laughing. Kevin too though.
87. One person I'm mad @ about right now: A few ppl...
83. The last movie I saw in the theater was: AHH Casino Royale.. Bond baby...
82. Ever ate sushi: Love it.
79. What have you done today: Shower, hair, christmas shopping, food, home now waiting...
78. This summer: I need to make a few changes...and have a ton a of fun.
77. Next year will be: 2007.
76. Something I will really miss when I leave home is: I FUCKIN NEVER LEAVE HOME GODAMIT! I;d love too.
75. The thing that I'm looking forward to the most is: Hopefully trying to see friends i havn;t seen since graduation and just looking forward to new things in my life.
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71. Tomorrow: Being bored and prolly cleaning all day with homework...
72. Today: ugh...being bored waiting for Michael...
71. Next Summer: Having fun but changing alittle.
70. Next month: Christmas. i wish i was excited about it but im really just not this year except for giving presents.
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64. The person I have been good friends with the longest: Emily. S
62. The person who knows the most about me is: Jackie, Shauna, Alyssa, Michael
63. person that can read me the best is: eh, not sure.
60. The most difficult thing to do is: Let some things go.
59. I have gotten a speeding ticket: Nope.
58. I have the following siblings: Steven and Sean...
56. My zodiac sign is: Virgo.
55. The first person I was in love with: Michael and will be forever.
54. Who do you feel most comfortable with: Jackie, Kevin, Aimee, lyssa, Michael.
53.The person who cant hide anything from you?: Oh, he knows who he is.
48. I have a job: Daycare.
47. I have a pet(s): Trixie.
46. I hope: I can get through the rest of the semester and just be ok.
45. The worst sound in the world: Screaming/ Crying Children.
44. The person that made me cry the most is: mm no one in particlar.
33. My favorite piece of clothing is/are? Anything comfy. :D
32. My favorite sport is: To watch...baseball.
31. Last time I cried: Umm. Last week when i fractured my foot/ankle.
28. The church/synogauge: Don't go.
27. Last person I got mad at: eh, ppl i know.
26. My worst experience: I have blocked out.
22. The all-time best movie is: Too many...
21. The all-time best thing in the world is: Being happy and with people I love. laughing with the people you love and loving someone and being loved in return.
20. So, about them Canadians:....O_o
19. The most annoying thing ever is: Snobby, rich, liars, bitches, assholes egomaniacs the works.
18. The most annoying person you know is: Haha. A few.
17. I lose all respect for people who: are mean, again, as above ^.
16. I hate: hate.
15. I Like or Love: My friends.
14. My Favorite Day is: Birthday i guess.
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13. My Favorite Month is: July.
12. My Favorite band is: again...too many...
11. The worst physical pain I ever felt: Running and falling down, falling down the stairs and fracturing my foot/ ankle.
10. My favorite Quote: ugh hm, prolly...
Life moves pretty fast. If you don't stop and look around once in awhile, you could miss it. -Ferris Bueller
9. My room: Isn't really my room. <---agree...lol
8. My favorite actress/actor is: Angelina Jolie, Johnny Depp.
7. My weakness: warm hugs, passionate kisses, michael, chocolate, fries.
6. Who do you like:I love him <3
5. Cats? Love em. <3
3. Who broke your heart: Never.
2. I filled out 200 questions because: of complete boredom...ugh...
1. What do you dislike about yourself? hmm some fat that just has to go...
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[THIS OR THAT]
> hug or kiss: Both.
> white or black:Both
> ground or sky: Sky.
> night or day: Night.
> dark or light: Light.
> pool or beach: Both!
> love or lust: Love.
> you or me: You.
> silver or gold: silver.
> left or right: Right.
> sunny or rainy: Sunny.
> hot or cold: depends.
> lake or river: Both.
[DO YOU...]
> eat 3 meals a day: Not usually.
> like someone: I Love someone. <3
> believe in love at first sight: Ohh yes, it happened to me. <3
> like school: Nope.
[HAVE YOU EVER]
> been camping: I think once, but I'd like to do it again.
> eaten alligator: No...
> gotten in a fight: Not a physical one.
> been out of the country: Ireland! Woot!
> cussed someone out: Once.
> held a grudge for more than a week:mmm don't think so.
> killed something: A bug or something like that.
> had a mud fight: Haha no! Sounds like fun!
[WHICH-ONE]
> sky diving or horseback riding: Horse back riding.
> watching a scary movie or a funny one: Hmm...both. But I prefer funny I guess, so I don't freak out!
> holding hands or being held: Being held.
> held at the shoulders or held at the waist:ohh baby both.
> holding or being held: Both. =] <3
Name: Laura
Single or Taken: Taken.<3
Happy about that: Yes, most definitly.
Siblings: 2...ugh.
Eye color: Green
Shoe size: 8-81/2ish.
Height: 5'4
What are you wearing right now? Jeans and a shirt.
Where do you live: Milford.
Righty or lefty: Righty.
Can you make a dollar in change right now: Yes.
Best place to go for a date: Hm, town center, beach, movies.
FAVORITES
Kind of pants: PJs!
Number: 8?
animal: I love both cats and dogs.
Drink: Vitamin Water.
Sport: To watch, baseball. To play, baseball.
Month: July and September.
Juice: Powerade.
Favorite cartoon character: Thats a toughy, Stewie hes my hero.
Have You Ever...
Given anyone a bath: I don't think so, actually.
Bungee Jumped? Not yet.
Made yourself throw-up? Fuck no.
Gone skinny dipping? Nope...
Eaten a dog? What? No fuckin way, thats sick.
Loved someone so much it made you cry? Oh yes.
Broken a bone: Nope.
Played truth or dare: Haha yup.
Been in a physical fight: No.
Been on a plane: Yes.
Came close to dying: hm i don't think so.
Been in a sauna: Couple times.
Been in a hot tub: Yes.and loved it woo!
Swam in the ocean: Of course! :D
Fallen asleep in school: Couple times.
Ran away: No. I should have though, lol.
Broken someone's heart?: Nope.
Cried when someone died: Yes.
Cried in school?:A few times.
Fell off your chair: Often!
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call? Every night hehe.
Saved AIM conversations: Yes.
Saved e-mails: Yes.
Made out with JUST a friend? Nope.
Been cheated on? Nope.
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What is...
Your good luck charm? A necklace.
New fav. song: Hm. I have too many.
what is beside you? Cell phone.
Last thing you ate? Yogurt.
What kind of shampoo do you use? Dove baby.
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Ever Had...
Chicken pox: Nope.
Sore Throat : Duh.
Stitches: Nope.
Broken nose: Nope.
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Do You...
Believe in love at first sight: Ohh yes, as I said before and it was an AMAZING feeling. <3
Long distance relationships: eh...maybe...
Like school: Nope.
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Question:
Who was the last person that called you? Michael.
Who was the last person you slow danced with? Michael. <3
Who makes you smile the most? Music. Michael, my friends, my brother.
Who knows you the best? hm...everyone does.
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Do you like filling these out: Sure.
Do you wear contact lenses or glasses: Neither.
Do you like yourself: On most days.
Do you get along with your family?: only my brother sorta.
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Are You...
Obsessive Compulsive? Can be.
Suicidal? WTF? No!
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Final Questions:
What did you do yesterday: Had three classes one at 11:05, one at 12:40 and another at 3:45. Came home at 5 and wanted to just fuckin sleep.
Hated someone in your family: Yeahhh all the fuckin time lol.
Gotten any awards?: Yes.
What car/truck do you wish to have: A big ass Sexy FORD Truck baby, or Mustang.
Where do you want to get married?: Hm, my backyard, his backyard or a little church.
Good driver? HAHA, don't exactly know yet...
Good Singer:Hell no.
Have a lava lamp: Yes.
How many remote controls are in your house? Alot.
Are you double jointed? No, but i wish i was.
What do you dream about? My future most of the time, but sometimes fears, and hopes for my future like i said.
When you last showered: This morning. I love showers. <3
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This or That:
Scary or Funny Movies: Both!
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate baby Yeah!
Rootbeer or Dr.Pepper: Dr. Pepper! but i do like rootbear too.
Skiing or Boarding: Never done either...I want to though =]
Summer or winter: Depends...i like both in certain situations.
Silver or Gold: Silver.
Diamond or pearl: Diamond.<3
Sprite or 7up: Sprite.
Coffee or sweet tea: COFFEE!
Phone or in person: In person.
Are you oldest, middle or youngest: Im da baby... -_-'
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Today did you...
1. Talk to someone you liked: I talk to the one I love everyday.
2. Buy something: mm nope.
3. Get sick? Nope.
8. Talked to an ex: Nope.
9. Miss someone: More than I can put into words. I dream of him every single night. <3
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Last person who....
10. Slept in your bed: I did duh.
11. Saw/heard you cry: I dunno.
12. Made you cry: Frustrating parents...
13. Went to the movies with? Emily.
14. Made you Happy: Michael and my friends..
15. Said "I Love You": Everyday to my one and only. <3 but i Love all my friends very much as well.
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16. Ever been in a fight with your pet? mm nope.
17. made out with 2 guys in one night? Fuck no..
18. Been to Mexico? Nope.
19. Been to Canada? No.
20. Been to Europe? I want too soooooooooooo bad.
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Random.....
21. Do you have a crush on someone right now? I have a ton of love for my signifcant other yes.
22. What book are you reading now? Vampire Chronicles, What I know now I learned in Kindergarten
23. Best feeling in the world? True Love. <3
24. Future KIDS names: Michael, Rose, Veronica, Juliet.
25. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal:Yes, my Vermont Teddy Bear Petter. <3
26. What's under your bed:mm stuffage....
27. Favorite sports to watch: Baseball.
28. Favorite Locations: Movies, Mall, Michaels House, friends house, smiles, Go karting, Laser tag.
29. Piercing/Tattoos: 3 in one and 4 in the other.
30. What are you most scared of right now: Losing the people I love.
31. Who do you really hate? eh, no one right now...
32. Do you have a job: Daycare at school.
33. Have you ever liked someone you didn't have a chance with: Yea in like Freshman year of high school.
Where did these questions go??? >_< O_o
36. Are you lonely right now? Nope never will be.
37. What's Your middle Name? Marie.
38. Song that's stuck in your head right now? None.
39. Have you ever played poker: Sorta...
40. Have you ever gotten beat up? No.
41. Has Anyone called you a tease? I think so...
42. Have you ever been on radio/TV: Yes.
43. Have you ever been in a mosh-pit: yes and blacked out...yay....
44. Ever liked someone, but thought they never notice you? maybe once when i was dumb and immature lmao.
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45. what color is your underwear right now? Gray.
46. Whats the first things you notice about the opposite sex? Personality. Eyes.
47. Your Favorite Food? ugh, so many, but fries, pizza, bread stix, salad.
48. Ever get so drunk you dont remember?: Never been, but I suspect soon it'll happen.
49. Hair color? Brunette.
50. Are you too shy to ask someone out? Yeah I guess I was sorta when the time came.
51. Hugs or Kisses? Both.
52. MSN or AIM? Aim.
53. Butter, Plain or Salted popcorn? I guess butter and salted, but really really light on both.
54. dogs or cats? I love both <3.
55. Favorite Flower? Anything beautiful, especially roses.
56. Have you ever fired a gun? No but REALLY REALLY want too!!!
57. Do you like to travel by plane as opposed to car? Yea i like it as long as I can sleep if its a long flight.
58. How many pillows do you sleep with? A bunch.
59. Do you like to Fish? I havn't ever since i was little i think.
60. Favorite Movie: So many...
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TWO YEARS AGO::
How old were you?
17
Where did you go to school?
Foran.
Where did you work?
Uhm...i think gamestop...
Where did you live?
Home....
Where did you hang out?
With my friends at my sleepover's and Michaels.
How was your hair style?
Long and straight just the way i like it...
Did you wear glasses:
Nope.
Who were your close friends?
Emily, Alyssa, Aimee, Jackie, Melissa, Jenn, Cynthia, Callie
How many tattoos did you have?
0 but i wanted one just like i do now.
How many piercings did you have?
3 in one ear and 4 in the other.
What car did you drive?
WHAT car? =[
What was your worst fear?
losing the ones I love, needles,some scarey movies
Had your heart broken?
Nope.
Single/Taken/Married/Divorced/Bitter?
Taken. <3
LETS SEE HOW YOU ARE NOW::
How old are you?
19
Where do you work?
DayCare at my college.
Where do you live
Ugh...Home still.
Where do you hang out?:
Anywhere and everywhere!
Do you wear glasses?
Nope.
What is your hairstyle?
Same long, beautiful and straight.
Who is your best friend?
Emily, Jackie, Shauna,Emily G.Kevin.
Do you still talk to your old friends?
Most of them, yes.
How many piercings:
Same, but i want more in both ears.
How many tattoos?:
None still but I still want one...
What is your biggest fear?
Same.
Have you had your heart broken?
Nope.
Single/Taken/Married/Divorced/Bitter:
Taken. <3 <3
You.
Can.
Only.
Type.
One.
Word.
No.
Explanations.
Not as easy as you might think...
1. Yourself: Good.
2. Your boyfriend/girlfriend: LOVE.
3. Your hair: messy.
4. Your mother/stepmother: eh...
5. Your father/stepfather: ok.
6. Your favorite item: Laptop.
7. Your dream last night: Beautiful.
8. Your favorite drink: Vitamin.
9. Your dream car: Mustang.
10. The room you are in: Tv.
12. Your fear: needles.
13. What you want to be in 10 years: Teacher.
14. Who you hung out with last night: family...
15. What you're not: mad.
16. Muffins: yum.
17: One of your wish list items: Engagment.
18: Time: Seven.
19. The last thing you did: shower.
20. What you are wearing: Clothes.
21. Your favorite weather: Beautiful.
22. Your favorite book: Inspiring.
23. The last thing you ate: ice cream.
24. Your life: wonderful.
25. Your mood: bored.
26. Your best friend: Love.
27. What are you thinking about right now? Love.
28. Your car: Nope... -_-'
29. What are you doing at the moment?: Tv.
30. Your summer: Good.
31. Your relationship status: TAKEN.
32. What is on your TV?: SCRUBS.
33. What is the weather like?: Sad.
1. My ex is still...
Idk.
2. I am listening to...
The Tv.
3. Maybe I should...
Study. Put ice on my ankle/foot, do homework.
4. I love...
My boyfriend and my friends.
5. My best friends...
Mean everything to me.
6. I don't understand...
How i fell yesterday. It sucked.
7. I lost my respect for...
some people.
8. The meaning of my display name is...
It's just my name...
9. Love is...
Amazing, the best thing that has ever happened to me and I never want it to end. Makes me feel complete and he is my world. <3
10. Somewhere, someone is..
procrastinating. Loving someone more than anything, foot/ankle hurting.
11. I will always...
Love Michael for the rest of my life and my friends.
12. Forever seems like..
A really long time...but I know who i will spend it with.
13. I never want to lose...
Michael and my good friends.
14. My mobile phone is...
In the pocket. and i love it. lol
15. When I wake up in the morning..
I wish I was still asleep. <-- Agreed.
16. I get annoyed at...
People when they are too judgemental and snobby. Also when I make myself look like a complete idiot. But mostly at people that always want to be the center of attention, that spend their days making sure they're impressing others. <---Agreed.
17. Parties are...
Very fun, most of the time
18. My pets...
Are with me.
19. I really want...
To teach Kindergarten someday, get married with my friends there and have beautiful children.
20. Kisses are...
Amazing...<3
21. My bf/gf is...
The most important person in my life and one and only for me, the love of my life. My world. <3
22. Today I..
Feel like shit, with my fucked up ankle/foot.
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TEN FAVORITES
01. televison show: Rescue Me, Heros, Nip/Tuck, Scrubs, Family Guy, Futurama, Brothers and Sisters, Simpsons..etc.
02. flower: Roses and baby's breath.
03. color: Navy Blue
04. sport: To watch, baseball. To play, Baseball.
05. mall: The mall in waterbury.
06. music: I really love all kinds of music.
07. food:Mmm, prolly pizza and bacon, egg and cheese sandwiches.
08. season: Spring/Fall
09. animal: I love them all.
10. city: A mix between San Fran and NYC.
TEN FACTS
01. hometown: Milford.
02. hair color: Brunette.
03. hair length: mmm just pretty darn long...lol
04. hair style: straight.
05. eye color: Green
06. shoe size: 8.5
07. mood: Feeling alright.
08. tired?: Extreamly.
09. available?: Hell no, Im Taken. <3
10. lefty/righty: Righty.
TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE
01. have you ever been in love: I am right now.<3
02. do you believe in love: Absolutly. I love it lol.
03. why did your last relationship fail? hm, thats hard lol Young, immature and stupid?
04. have you ever been heartbroken: Nope.
05. have you ever broken someone's heart: No.
06. have you ever fallen for your best friend: Nope.
07. have you ever loved someone but never told them: Nope.
08. are you afraid of commitment: Nope. Im very commited now.
09. have you ever had a secret admirer: No.
10. do you believe in love at first sight: Of course, it happened to me and i think about it everyday. <3
TEN THINGS: THIS OR THAT
01. love or money: Love.baby yeah.
02. hard liquor or beer: Hard liquor.
04. one night stands or relationships: Serious Relationship.
05. televison or internet: mmm toughy, both.
06. pepsi or coke: Coke.
07. wild night out or romantic night in: Aww both, at appropriate times.
08. colored or black and white pictures: Both.
09. phone or in person: In person.
10. aim or myspace: Aim.
TEN HAVE YOU EVERS
01. have you ever been caught sneaking out: I've never snuck out, i don't think.
02. have you ever skinny dipped: not yet...
03. have you ever done something you regret: Hmm, i don't think so.
04. have you ever bungee jumped: Nope.
05. have you ever been on a house boat: Nope.
06. have you ever finished an entire jaw breaker: Maybe?
07. have you ever wanted someone so badly it hurt: I have but i have him so im feeling great.:)
10. have you ever had your parents catch you kissing someone: Yup...hehe.
TEN EMOTIONS
01. are you missing someone right now: Ohhh yes.
02. are you happy: Extreamly.
03. are you talking to anyone right now: Nope.
04. are you bored: Sure, waiting for Heros to come on.
05. are you german: no, unfortunatly.
06. are you irish: Yes.baby yeah.
07. are you french: Nope.
08. are you Italian: Yes.very much so.
09. are your parents still married: Yup.
10. do you like someone right now: I am in LOVE with someone right now. <3
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[ NOW ]
Current mood: Bored.
Current music: Favorite Game- Cardigans
Current taste: None.
Current hair: Jeans and my southern hoodie.
Current annoyance: A few things...
Current smell: None.
Current thing I should be doing: Homework.
Current windows open: none its freezing...
Current favorite band: Too many...
Current book: Vampire Chronicles and Everything I know I learned in Kindergarten.
Current cd in stereo: Havn't touched a CD in years...
Current crush: My Boyfriend.
Current favorite celeb: Eh..dunno
Current desktop picture:Rescue Me
[ DO YOU.. ]
Smoke?: Disgusting.
Do drugs?: No thanks.
Have a dream that keeps coming back?: Yes.
Remember your first love?: Of course, Im with him now.
Still love him/her?: More than anything.
Read the newspaper?: Sometimes.
Believe in miracles?: Yes.
Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: Definitely. <3
Consider yourself tolerant of others?: For the most part.
Consider love a mistake?: Never Ever.
Like the taste of alcohol?: Depends..
Have a favorite candy?: Reeses baby Yeah!
Believe in astrology?: Yes.
Believe in magic?: mm maybe..
Believe in god?: I think so?
Have any pets: Yes my Kitty Trixie.
Go to or plan to go to college: Currently IN college.
Have any piercings?: 3 in one and 4 in the other.
Have any tattoos?: Not yet...
Hate yourself: Nope.
Have an obsession?: Yes...
Have a secret crush?: No, everyone knows who I love with everything i have.
Have a best friend?: A few. =]
Wish on stars?: Always.
Have any gay or lesbian friends?: Yes.
[ LOVE LIFE ]
Ever been in love?: I am right now. Head over heels.<3
When did you lose your virginity?: Uhm, I think about a year or two ago.
Do you believe in love at first sight?: Hell yes, it happened to me. <3
Do you believe in "the one?": Yes. Definitly. I already know who my number one is.
Describe your ideal significant other: Someone kind and sweet.intelligent, must have a really strong sense of goals and ambitions, and definitly has to be funny. He must be passionate about something, and he's gotta be able to make me smile contagiously, when i cannot even stop smiling. He has to challenge me, make me think, and make me want to do more and strive for more. Also, romantic and cutesy in a way.
[ETC]
Have you ever played a game that required the removal of clothing: Not yet.
Have you ever been caught "doing something?": I think so.
Are you a tease?: I don't think so.
Shy to make the first move?: Nope.
[ APPEARANCE ]
Hair: Brunette.
Eyes: Green.
Height: 5'5". Sigh.
[ LAST THING.. ]
Bought: two shirts
Ate & Drank: food and beverage
Read: My early childhood text book.
Watched on TV: Scrubs!
[ EITHER OR.. ]
beer or cider: Neither.
drinks or shots: drinks
single or taken: TAKEN!
pen or pencil: Pen
gloves or mittens: Gloves...
food or candy: Candy.
cassette or cd: CD.
coke or pepsi: Coke
Spontaneous or planned?: Spotaneous!!
[ WHO DO YOU WANT TO.. ]
kill: No one.
get really wasted with: Umm.
look like: I guess I'll just be myself.
avoid: A few people.
[ LAST PERSON YOU.. ]
saw: My brother.
talked to on the phone: my brother...
hugged: mmm...michael
instant messaged: Emily
kissed: Michael
[ HAVE YOU EVER.. ]
Drank alcohol?: Hahaha. Duh.
Broken the law?: Technically?
Run away from home?: Nope.
Broken a bone?: None.
Played Truth Or Dare?: Of course.
Kissed someone you didn't know?: Nope.
Been in a fight?: No.
Come close to dying?:Meh, nope.
[ WHAT IS.. ]
Your bedroom like?: It has...stuff. And...more stuff.
Your favorite thing for breakfast?: Bacon, egg and cheese, baby ya.
Your favorite restaurant?: hm...toughy
On your bedside table?: A bunch of more stuff. Pictures.
Your biggest fear?: Losing the people I love most...
[ OTHER ]
What do you eat when you raid the fridge late at night?: mmm depends prolly popcorn...
Describe your bed: REALLY comfy, actually. and has black, red and blue comforters, with Petter yay. <3
Do you know how to play poker?: Not really...
What do you carry with you at all times? Cell phone, gum, wallet.
How do you drive? I don't....yet.
What do you miss most about being little? Nothing much i guess. Cept kindergarten.
Are you happy with your given name? Sure.
What color is your bedroom? Light Blue.
Have you ever been in a play? Yes.haha.
Do poor, homeless, or starving people sometimes annoy you? Eh, not really. I feel bad.
Do you consider yourself to be a nice person? I try to be.
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Wow, college started.... so far its alright, nothing special, trying to make new friends but its lonely not seeing the friends you love from high school there to greet you and give you hugs...*sigh* i miss that sooo much. <3
Michael started his nursing program, i went to buy scubs with him haha cuteness. Anyways, it kills me completely that hes gonna be incredibly busy with this but on the other hand im sooo proud of him and i know he'll make a really great RN. Plus, i know both of us are gonna have a lot of hard times comming up but im gonna be as strong as i can be because i wanna go till the end of my life with him more than anything.
My birthday is next thursday...ehh not really excited about its just 19. i will be when 20 comes...because once it happens i'll finally be over being a teenager which is funny because i remember when i COULD NOT WAIT to be a teenager and now i want it over as soon as possible HAHA. oh well. I feel as if i really wanna rush certain things in my life and i know i can't but i guess i can still dream right?
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Wow, I haven't been updating at all on this, I've got into facebook too much lol. Anyways, I have definitly learned a lot this summer, I miss everyone from school, and i can't believe everyones leaving...i hope i don't lose any friends. I feel bad that i didn't plan anything during the summer but i hope to see a lot of them before they leave. I', gonna try my best to keep in touch as well. Thinking about the future really really scares me now...im not sure why, i just have a plan and hope nothing goes wrong and i know things will because i cannot stop every little bad thing that comes along. I hope to be married in 2 or three years to the man i love for the rest of my life, and that my friends from high school will be there to see it happen. I wanna be an awesome Kindergarden teacher someday and teach my students everything there is to know about 123s, ABCs and colors. I cannot wait to see all the little smiles sitting in a classroom quietly listening to me. Lastly to have a beautiful family and I know thats a lot to say right now but I want that more than anything. I wanna go to my friends weddings as well. I am excited to be growing up and having more responibilities but im def scared shitless about it too.
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I really don't update enough on this with which i should but lately, I really really really have missed all my friends at school. I know we all have jobs and whatnot but theres gotta be at least one day when people are free to hang out and please let me know because i really wanna see you all again...and talk about college and what we're afraid of and happy and excited about it. I really need to see you all again. I miss you all very much...
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70 Questions to Start the Summer
1. Are you in a relationship? Yes.
2. Are you currently fighting with anyone? Nope, not really.
3. Where do you live? Milford.
4. What is your favorite candy bar? Reese's
5. Favorite thing to do this summer? Party and have a great time.
6. Been in a fist fight? Not yet.
7. What was your least favorite subject this year? Math.
8. What was your favorite subject this year? English and Shakespeare with all my friends. Good times.
9. Current top 5 favorite songs:
Here's to tonight
Hicktown
Honky Tonk Badonkadonk
Save a horse, ride a cowboy
Crazy Bitch
10. Last time you drank alcohol? Don't really drink so yeah.
11. Name something that's on your mind: I miss my friends already and i gotta have a sleepover soon.
12. Something you regreted recently: hmm...not taking enough pics at cotillion
13. When is your birthday? Sept. 14, 1987
14. What school do you go to? Well between foran and gateway.
16. What are you doing right now? Listening to music.
17. Something embarassing that happened to you lately? nope. might fall at graduation though lol.
18. Something recently that made you really happy? Just being with my friends in school for the last couple days we have left. ::sniffle:: Seeing micheal last night.
19. What are your favorite colors? Blue.
20. Last time you were in a relationship?I am right now and loving it.
22. Reading anything? Finishing The joy luck club.
23. What is your favorite outfit? I dunno..my cargo pants and plaid shirt.
24. Favorite drink? Mmmm...my coffee at starbucks and cherry coke.
25. Alcoholic drink? Ummm...idk
26. Where is your second home? I don't really have a second home...
27. Last time you went to the doctor or dentist? A couple of weeks ago.
28. Currently listening to? Must be doing somthing right by Billy Currington.
29. What does your bedroom look like right now? Disgusting.
30. Favorite movie(s)? The Notebook,X-men movies,Spiderman, Fifth Element, Blade, Underworld, Somthing's gotta give, Pirates of the caribean
. Last movie you watched? Whats up doc?
32. Do you have braces? Nope.
33. Do looks matter? Being presentable and not dirty does. I agree.
34. Do you like your life? Yes.
35. Ten great friends? Jackie, Lyssa, Aimee, Mellie, Shauna, Emily, Callie, Lauren, Xiao, Vv
36. Favorite place to shop? Forever 21, Delias
37. Bad quality about yourself? Worries too much, gets upset too fast. Kinda attaches too much.
38. A good one? I'm friendly and funny.
39. When was the last time you went shopping? Couple days ago.
40. What is your favorite breakfast? Umm, don't usually eat breakfast!
41. Have you ever physically hurt someone? Not on purpose.
42. Have you ever thought you were in love? I am now. <3
43. When was the last time you cried? Yesterday and alittle today.
44. What did you do 2 nights ago? I really do not remember, prolly nothing.
45. When was the last time you went out to eat? Last night.
46. Have you ever called a teacher mom? No...
47. Favorite summer vacation? mmm...dunno. Prolly maine.
48. What are your nicknames? Don't really have any...
49. How many friends on myspace do you have? HAHA I don't have myspace cuz im cool like that.
50. How many profile views do you have? ??
51. Last time you went to the mall? Over the weekend.
52. Are you thinking about somebody right now? My friends,Im gonna miss incredibly.
53. Who was the last person to text you? Shauna.
54. Do you smoke? Gross.
55. Who was the last person that called you? Michael.
56. Who was the last person you called? Michael.
57. What color is your hair? Brunette.
58. Does anyone like you? Prolly not...
59. Do you think you might be getting with someone sometime? Uhm.. i am with someone now..
60. Look to your right? Okay?
62. Do you like yourself? Most of the time.
63. Are you closer to your mother or father? Neither.
64. Favorite feature on someone of interest? Friendliness and sense of humor.
65. Name the last person you hung out with? Everyone at Cotillion.
66. Last time you took pictures of yourself? Couple months ago...heh.
67. Last time you went skinny dipping? Havn't done that yet...
68. Are your lips chapped? Nope.
69. Gotta a crush on someone? Yep my bf. lol.
70. Did you pass all your classes? Yup with flying colors of course.
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Oops, wow i havn't updated in quite awhile heh sorry about that for those who care lol. Anyways, they're saying cotillion may be canceled if not enough people buy tickets and Im really worried I have my dress all planned out and plus, i really wanted to have some good times with my friends all dressed up again before we graduate. I think it would be really unfair to not be able to experience our last dance with everyone and have a good time. Im sure everyone is having senioritis just as bad as i am right now. I still cannot believe graduation is only about 4-5 weeks away, its awesome in yet terribly scarey as well. I have to start practicing driving really soon. Im going to gateway hopefully it won't be that bad over there, it should be ok at least. Then, i'll just go to Southern. Went out with Shauna, Michael, Sterling and a couple other of michaels friends last night and went go karting it was really fun. The cars i had though either kept stalling or they were just crappy in general but otherwise it was a great time. Im gonna go relax since i just finished my work out and showered. yeah.
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[19 Apr 2006|01:34am] |
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I've learned a lot that when listening to my friends complain or deeply talk about something that bothers them or is hurting them emotionally, I can really feel what they are going through myself. Somtimes I really wish i had more things to say to my friends when in certain situations, i feel bad but Im always here for people to bitch too or cry too, i'll listen. If i have advice, i will gladly give it to them whether they will want to try it or not. Just so that all of you know I am a really good listener and im serious when i say that, because i do not interupt when being talked to. Anyways, just felt the need to say that. On that note, im dead tired, although may not sleep right away.
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After not updating in quite awhile again lol. To recap alittle, thursday i stayed home from school for a dentist appointment to get a tooth extracted...it was the most terrifying,bloody, horrifyingly, painful experience i have ever been through in my entire life. Plus i was nervous as all hell about it for the entire week, as everyone told me it'll be fine and nothing to fucking worry about. Holy shit the nightmares i've had about the dentist, became real that day. I never want to step foot in a dentist again after that. Im still in intense pain today and havn't been able to eat any solids for days and prolly won't for the rest of the week it really really sucks. The tooth that they pulled out was fuckin enormous, i cried my eyes out the entire time. Even with all the novacane it still hurt like a fuckin bitch. ok Sorry im done, i just never wannna go through anything like that again EVER!
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Wow, i havn't updated in months, well um nothings really going on in my life thats really worth saying in here yeah. School still bites as usual. I still haven;t exactly decided to whether become a fashion designer or something in the childhood education dept. I've been playing video games non-stop lately. Mostly Kingdom hearts but also xenosaga and soul calibur 2. Bleah, i dunno what else to say yeah.
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you have a soul full of love .you must love
someone. good for you.you are truly happy
when your with your loved one and you smile
alot.most of the time if you and your love
one get in a fight in the end it will be
alright again.
what kind of soul do you have?(very pretty pictures)
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